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So recently i had my eye on a ship I've been wanting for awhile. Fortunately i now how the money to buy it, however I am afraid that if i melt my package to help pay for the ship then i might loose my[..] Load

What exactly does this mean?I have searched for the Museum and its not anywhere on the site...although the wiki has a link to it."a new game featured each time"does this mean one of the wing commander[..] Load